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Sunday, August 29, 2004
 

Golden Gate Sunday



some stinky stuff in the grass don't know what it is don't really want to know what it is cuda decides she wants to get up front and pussnal with said stanky stuff sticks snorts her nose down deep in the green green grass she savors the sweet sweet smell which bitch slaps my ol factory does the front kneel screw top twist into the grass slithering on her back like the wanton whore she is legs wide open wriggling writhing grunting



damn i wish i could be so happy



sitting on the bench in the park it's sunday it's sunday noon in san francisco the streets in the park near the redwood grove little open field with a couple of benches down near the road it's sunday the streets in the park are closed john eff kennedy drive is closed jay eff kay drive no cars no traffic on sunday sitting on the bench occasionally tossing a slopping wet tennis ball into the air maybe ten feet in front of me maybe fifteen or twenty feet high slobber flying off in globulous strands cuda leaps up twists spins lunges and comes down with the slimy dripping dayglo orb between her long shiny white teeth



shaking her head back and forth like she just snatched a wood duck out of the air



over and over again maybe a thousand times maybe twenty thousand times monotonous i throw it she does her thing i pat the bench she brings it up drops it in my hand i'm leaning back legs extended and crossed in front of me left arm on the back of the bench i throw it she does her thing i pat the bench she brings it up drops it in my hand i'm leaning back i throw it she does her thing



the fog she slides by right to left you can see her feel her slithering in from the beach little forward wisps followed by billowing breasts of mist it's not cold though kind of muggy yesterday it was a hot day it's part of the cycle don't you know i mean myself i prefer the cool breasts chilled nipples of sweet ocean nectar others prefer the sun her cycle lends just a little bit of love to everyone



runners cyclists skateboarders walkers roller bladers roller skaters frisbees exit the fog from the right and break out into the dampened light in front of me runners cyclists skateboarders walkers roller bladers roller skaters frisbees enter the fog from the left and fade away from my gaze



she is wearing blue running shorts you know the nylon kind wispy a blue tank top blue jogging bra yeah yeah yeah i caught it all she has the blonde hair tied back in that seattle outdoorsy suburban look cute but really not my type a little too healthy for me she'd probably give me lectures on recycling and compost i don't want any lectures just get down on your knees and beg me for my cock but do it in that silicon valley middle management sort of skirt so that you tear those stockings on the sidewalk



remember my fair haired jockette no pain no gain



her short stride is deceptive can't tell if it's the i'm conserving energy because i'm heading out on a long fucking run or if it's the jesus fucking christ i'm out of shape i can't believe i've only been running six hundred fucking yards and when she says fucking there is special emphasis on the fuck and less on the ing because she thinks her lips look pouty when she says it but it really only makes her sound like she just stepped out of a double wide with a pee bee are



not that i don't find that image highly erotic at times especially if in said image she's wearing some cheap smock of a cotton dress and the wetness beneath her breasts and the wetness between her legs causes the smock to stick in just the right places emphasizing the positive if you will



walk back through the rose garden cuda floating around with her nose in the grass some roses blooming late summer bloom a lot with no blooms at all dude sitting on a bench reading some civil war book one of those new york times best seller novelizations of some tender horrible moment of some tender horrible battle in what at times is rendered a highly romantic noble quest for justice unity liberation freedom righteousness come on guys it was just another fucking tragic shithole of an excuse to slaughter human beings in the name of some virtuous cause



old dude sitting on another bench legs crossed crease in his khakis crisp cuffs pressed mens only jacket unzipped over his yellow polo shirt collar turned up white socks white bucks forty dollar hair cut can't follow his gaze don't know where it's going must be looking inward i hope it's a nice view



heading toward fulton family of four comes toward me mom dad pushing stroller little boy about three circles around as they pass hand out reaching where cuda's tail would be if she had a tail i intercept and turn cuda around whisper gently to the kid that he should never approach a big dog from the rear like that turn cuda around so he can pet her on the head she sits she licks his face



he giggles parents finally notice junior is gone mom comes running back dad stops looks impatient i smile don't say anything to the mom just watch as she leads the rug rat away she is trying to apologize i don't know why i whisper goodbye to the kid as he looks back over his shoulder waves with his free hand grins



i stand up and walk the other way cuda follows the light turns green we cross over and head to the house



sunday afternoon and all that





Sunday, August 01, 2004
 

Back in the USSA

 

back in the ussa back in the ussa yeah we’re back we’re back in the ussa and it is the very first day of august and the and the and the fog is so heavy that one might think it rain but it’s not it’s fog it’s not rain it just looks that way

 

it’s fog thick and rich like the milk that drips from your momma’s teet thick and rich

 

back in the ussa back in the ussa lawdy lawdy we are back in the ussa i touched my toe into the water of the goddess i walked the steep furry mounds that surround her waters her holy waters i spread my arms and kissed the sky she smiled

 

and it was good it was very good

 

i spin around and around and around until the dizzies slap my face brightens my cheeks and the world spins out of control but that’s oh kay that’s all right that’s oh kay we’re back in the ussa

 

it’s not rain it just looks that way

 

just looks that way

 

it’s the first day of august and it’s a sunday and we have the month before us the whole month ahead of us ain’t that something ain’t that grand ain’t it so ain’t it right all right all well

 

all right

 

it’s not rain it just looks that way

 

and the garden has a grey tint to it and the hot tub beckons but i ain’t interested and steve earle sings to me but i ain’t captured today i ran through the woods on muddy paths with redwood boughs slapping me with their wet fingers of wonder and snails darting to avoid my pounding feet my pounding head my pounding fucking heart

 

it all seems so easy sometimes what about the others

 

jesus walks the fences between the houses on our block dancing on ivy tiptoeing on rotted redwood beams atop some long ago misunderstood lattice and the crows sit in the boughs of the big tree in the middle and caw their dismay and the j-man skips a stone off the etherous floating fat man tethered to his barbecue

 

and it ricochets into the side pocket of pure fucking hell ain’t it something ain’t it special ain’t it ain’t it ain’t it just look at the arc just look at the spin man he sure can apply the chalk it sinks with a muted thud and a bit of a clink as it bumps into the two others already in the netting

 

the crows the crows nonplussed shrug their hunchback wings look at each other look at us turn their pointed little heads and look at us through a single eye looking deep digging deep i’m right here

 

rip open my gut expose my entrails that’s all they want that’s all they need the heart will beat with or without them the loins though when they take my fucking balls

 

when they take my fucking balls when they’ve feasted upon the delicacy of my fucking dick though that’s the nightmare eh that’s what none of us want take my fucking guts take my fucking stomach take even my fucking heart motherfucker just can’t take my balls

 

i won’t i can’t i just won’t let you

 

jesus walks on the fences and he laughs with the crows he don’t want my guts neither he wants my balls i wink at him i grin at him i blow him a kiss and whisper sweet nothings into the fog

 

it ain’t rain it just looks that way

 

and the red light shines

on the streets of hate

where the devil dines

who knows what he ate

it’s a simple thing

trying to stay afloat

if the captain says

without his boat

some things are getting better

other things are getting worse

it’s a situation

much like a curse

 

and the steel strings of the clothesline moan with the breeze they do moan and the crows croon in some harmony and jesus he lays down a bass line he lays down a rhythm some kind of bio fucking rhythm some kind of ironic wit brought up from the depths of time

 

it ain’t rain it just looks that way

 

and all that